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bounce back 12/08/25
sighhh dearest diary... the past idk like three days has been kinda rough on me. i've been trying to fix my computer for god knows how long untill i eventually gave up.. i MISSS having a computer i'm so sad it just died on me!
i was also feeling really down and a lot of arguing was going on between my parents.. and also my mum and me. i've been in the mental PITS! BUT DONT WORRY! i'm feeling better today!
i usually say i'm a pretty happy and jolly little guy, i'm not happy all the time, but i'm pretty content! however when i have those inevitable lows, they hit like a TRUCKKK ☹️ having DID also doesnt help with any of it. i hate being a system sometimes
anyways, what did i do today? i wanted to go on the bus to town for a walk, since today was gonna be really hot. i thought to myself "oh! i haven't used my card yet, i'll use it to pay for my ticket!" so the bus arrives, i put my card on the reader....
THE CARD DECLINES! which is weird because, i double checked i had money in there. the ticket is only £3! so i try again... and it still declines!! the driver says "use a different card or use cash." and i shakily reply with "okay i'm sorry thank you.." and i get off the bus. obviously, my card declines because it's my first time using it and i need to activate it, but my dumbass thought i could activate it there....
the worst part is, I HAD CASH! i had money i could've just paid right there!! but my stupid anxious self got in the way and i stepped off like an IDIOT! as of writing this, i'm just about to get the next bus. wish me luck...
NVM CHAT I DID IT!!! had a nice walk! well okay it was nice at first, but i ended up walking too far and ended up REEALLLYYY tired.. doesn't help that i was walking in 30 DEGREE WEATHER.
that's 86 fahrenheit for u americans. SO HOT! but walking was so much fun so it's okay
i felt very jolly and whimsical, probably because i was listening to this:
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here's a cute picture of the ducks i got behind a wooden frame! usually the lake is filled, so i guess their enjoying the new space of the dried land
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stop.. this was cochlea 2016... /ref
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i've been getting back into nso recently!! i'm gonna be copy and paste and say ame is so me... she's written SCARILY well. i bought it on my switch even though i have it on steam... idek why i bought it, switch version is LAGGY AF!! but it's okay, i wanna 100% both copies . nso means a lot to me tbh. when i'm going through my darkest times, it reminds me that things can get worse! /j . i've been planning a shrine for it so stay tuned!
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OH YEAH the snorlax plushie from last entry arrived, HES SO CUTE OH MY GOD. THE NOSE. THE DAMN NOSE. I LOVE HIM!! tried to rest my glasses on him, obviously they don't fit but.. oh my god he's so cute
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anyways, that's it for today blog post! i hope i don't habe to have these sad days anymore. i usually try to be happy but angels have feelings too yknow? /ref
i have some BIIIIIIG plans for this site, i hope you all look forward to them! 🙏 BLESS 🙏
My first blog post!07/08/25
hey there!! this is my first ever blog post!! OMG! i hope you guys like the layout of my blog page, it's kinda like a fake email sorta thing i was literally just about to write this and went on a side quest to get these kaomoji pixels.. they are so cute omg
THESE EMOJIS MAKE ME WISH I HAD NITRO SO I COULD SEND THEM TO MY FRIENDSS UGGHHHH is it just me or is it like so much easier to communicate with emojis and stuff??? like they convey emotion and meaning more than any tone tag can!! but not the default emojis.. LIKE OKAY. THE 😭 AND 💗 ARE THE ONES I MAINLY USE but like let's say i'm angry like this: . that's like a cute little "i'm mad at you! >_< !!" kinda thing that you could use with your friends to show ur not actually mad. WHAT OPTIONS TO I HAVE WITH EMOJIS. 😡 THIS??? I LOOK GENUINELY ANGRY.. and you will never catch me using 😤. oh my god.
anyways, what have i been up to? i visited my dad on the canal boat friday to tuesday this week!! it was nice seeing him and being on the canal boat after so long, but oh boy, being there drains me! i've always been a home person, i get home sick quite easily >_> if your not British then you probably don't know what a canal boat is. it's a narrow boat (shocker) that you live on in the canal. the canal is basically like a water road for boats, and they 'park' at the side when they wanna stop. (it can get very claustrophobic in there! nothing like a regular house. if your on there for too long, regular land feels like it's rocking back and forth for a while @_@ ) it's very high maintenance right now, since it's only been a year on the boat, but its definitely had some progress!
i got my nails done! i've never really had my nails done before, but my dads, boat neighbour, friend (woah) is practicing nails and asked if she could practice on me free of charge!
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pink and purple isn't really my thing, but i think it looks cute!! i did ask for yellow, but they didn't have any in stock . i suppose it's for the better though, yellow isn't the most flattering from afar
i was looking through vinted the other day and found this snorlax plushie up for sale. it had a crease that made it look like a nose and i laughed because it was so ugly.. but then... i kept thinking about the fugly snorlax... with a dumb little nose. the description was something like "looking for a new home!" and my heart melted. i felt so bad for this fucking ugly snorlax plushie that i bought him for £8 AND I NEVER REGRETTED IT. it hasn't arrived yet but THIS IS THE PICTURE IN THE LISTING
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I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE 😭😭💗
anyways!! if you got this far, thanks for reading my first ever blog post!! next step is my about me page (idk why i didnt finish that first) and the pic log! so stay tuned! i intend to update my blog frequently, maybe like once or twice a week.. but i'll probably forget to update it one time and you'll never hear from me again for like 6 months.
i mean, would frequent updates be annoying? do people even update their blogs that much? someone please tell me!! i know some people use it as journal and others use it as a giant life update, but do people even read blogs anymore? well i know you do, you're reading this right now! but when exploring someone's web page, do people take the time to read their blog posts? personally, i really enjoy reading what people are up to, it's my favourite part of exploring web pages honestly! but it seems like all the sites i visit don't update all that much ... i want to read your blog post! no matter how long it is, i want to hear your thoughts, stranger!
take care everyone! i'll see you in the next entry